rusty shades

A faint clap of thunder
Clouded skies, perhaps rain comes
Will you stay here with me?

A faint clap of thunder
Even if rain comes not
I will stay here, together with you

The Garden of Words


The days are getting shorter and it's slowly getting colder. I loved summer but I'm glad it's over and that it's finally autumn.

“Life starts all over again when it gets crisp in the fall.”

― F. Scott Fitzgerald

With autumn comes my favourite season of the year. Temperatures are falling so you can wear several layers of clothes and it is not freezing cold outside, you can spend lots of time inside with a good book and a cup of tea, it gets very colourful outside, it is Halloween (but unfortunately no one really cares about Halloween in Germany...) and in november it is my birthday.

I am yearning for love.
I lose myself more and more to this infinite solitude which is growing inside of me. 
I am yearning for someone to save me.
Someone who will hold me and someone who will care.




Hello there folks !

this is going to be a short introductory post. If you want to know more about the person behind this blog (me haha) just visit my about page.


After a long time I decided to start a new blog. I had, or still have (since it's still online) another blog, but I stopped using it last year because it was not really what I wanted to do. I used to blog about everyday stuff and fashion but it didn't quite work out. It didn't have the right contents for me and I got really bored with it.
So that's what I'm trying to change now. I already decided on some great topics you will mainly find here.

If you take a look at my about page you will find a list of things I like. This is also kind of a list of what you will find on here.

Movies, books, places all around the world, poetry, music, fashion, inspirational people and inspirational things in general. I hope we have some things in common so that you will decide to stay here for a while. (when I posted some other things than this introduction of course haha)

It is still hard for me to come up with good ways to write about these themes though. So please give me some time to improve. And I also still go to school and have to study for tests and soon for my finals (omgzzz january is so close already!!) so I will blog when I have time.